Birthday

Yay so it's my birthday today, woohoo. I realised as people grow older, their birthday becomes less and less important to them. If I were to compare the difference in how much I cared about my birthday 3 years ago and now, there would be such a difference. 3 years ago my birthday meant the world to me, now it has become like, "mehh birthday" . I feel the the most important day to me now is the day jesus died for us, the day that he took all our sins away, the day that the death of God's son saved us from eternal suffering. For the believers and non believers reading this, remember your birthday as the day where your mother beared so much pain just to have you and thank her for that :)

"Why is my life so bad ?"

                        "Why is my life so bad ?" is this phrase familiar ? Have you ever woken up in the middle of the night and ask yourself , why is my life so bad , why am I the only one that goes through all this shit that nobody can help me with . Well , you're not . If you are reading this , this shows that you're already wealthy enough to own a computer or a smartphone , some people in the world do not even have the privilege to surf the net , lest own a computer . Sometimes we get too caught up in our own self pity that we do not see how fortunate we are , to have shelter over our heads , to have a home to go back to , to wear clothes , yes , to wear clothes , or even the simple act of being able to walk . 

                       There are people in the world who are sleeping out in the open , on the streets , not having a single soul to talk to . There are people who are worrying whether they will still be on this earth the next day . There are people who are so hungry that they would be willing to eat grass . So , every time we ask ourselves , "why is my life so bad?" are we doing justice to the people who are having a tougher time than us ? 

                       Life will never stay bad , there will always be ups and downs in the roller coaster of life . At the end of the day , when we look back at how we lived our lives , what are we going to see and what do we want to see . Whether it will be a life of self pity and sadness , or endurance and happiness . The decision is yours , make your life worth living , make use of the 86400 seconds everyday . If you are going through a rough patch , endure , keep on pushing , keep on making it worth living for , at the end of the day , I hope you will look back at how you lived your life and see it as a life of endurance and success .