Have you ever felt that way ?

          Have you ever felt this way , comparing yourself to others and realizing how much of a failure you are ? How you disappoint your parents and how you try so hard but just end up failing ? Then starting to feel insecure and feel that everyone else is so much better than you and your self esteem just plummets . Then anger kicks in when you realize how hard you're trying but end up failing and you feel pissed at everything . Then sadness overcomes anger and you feel sad on how much of a failure you are . Well , you're not the only one , I feel this way sometimes . It's shitty , I never know when I am going to be able to get over it or when can I feel good enough but I just hope it's sometime soon .