Biggest regret so far

          So this is my first blog post , can't really find the things to talk about but I'm gonna talk about my biggest regret in my life so far . Well , my biggest regret so far is telling a girl I like her back when I really don't , I know this sounds extremely dumb of me and makes me look like a jerk . The reason why I did that is because I was afraid of rejecting someone . I know how it felt like to be rejected and I din't really want the girl to feel the same way as I did . Well I din't really think of the consequences of my actions and we slowly got together without me even realizing it and not long after we were saying I love you to each other . After realizing what I had done too late , I forced myself to love her the way she loved me but even after 3 months of trying very hard I failed . Love can never be forced , "Love is like the wind , you can't see it but you can feel it." - Nicholas Sparks , a walk to remember . I broke up with her in the end and it was the most harsh thing I have ever done , I talked to her on the phone and broke up with her through the phone even when she was having a difficult time , I chose to leave her when she needed me the most . I thought through it long and hard and chose to do it for the fact that it was better to break her heart now and cause less pain than to continue letting her think that I love her but actually don't and break her heart even more in the future . I did not want to lead her on anymore . This is my biggest regret so far , and I hope anyone reading this will learn from it . I am sorry if this makes me look like a jerk , it is a mistake that I have learnt from and will never repeat it and I hope she will be able to forgive me . "To err is human , to forgive , divine ."- Alexander Pope , An Essay on Criticism .